Too much. You are too much. You're a mother now; you can't act that way. Can't you tone it down? Act your age please Be an adult! Gods woman, You are just too much - Too much of what? Too much of a human who loves life? Too real and raw for people to deal?... Continue Reading →

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Edge of your seat folks! More like edge of the bed Live screaming Live streaming tears Talk about true horror It's so loud Too loud Round and round Only the hammers of hell drown They fade out the noise Stop beating yourself! but how? How when your brain hates you Dredging up an old fleshy... Continue Reading →

Throwing Stones

Let’s throw stones, shall we? No? You do already - Now, hard as you can Throw them into the water Watch the impact Smash the mirror image and Make the ripple  a reality The splash is arterial spray or your own tears And you killed it Did it feel good?   Did you enjoy it? ... Do... Continue Reading →

I'm drunk and I'm pissed off about it. I also don't care so I don't know where that leaves us, except with me wishing there was more fucking tequila and sort of regretting smashing the shit out of my filter in self-defence and solidarity ... mostly due to alcohol. Yeah so the hell what if... Continue Reading →

I don't know why I'm even trying. I swore so long ago that I wouldn't speak to You ever again and I haven't,  until now. The Absent  Moral Authority, You abandoned me so many times, when I was taught that You were there to protect me, watch over me. Saviour. The first time I needed someone, after... Continue Reading →

He says I'm beautiful, but I think his eyes are malfunctioning. Nothing in the mirror shows anything close to that description. What I see are lines and scars, cracked crystal memories; Things I do not wish to remember, are what I face every day. Someone suggested, implied, that my soul was leaking through the veil... Continue Reading →

Tiptoe through ground glass but leave no bloody footprints behind. Confuzzled by the contradictory  message? Welcome to my world. I suggest you run. you're still here?  interesting. my thoughts about the situation go as thus: Winter's Chill is a twat. On it's heels, the Agoniser comes with his pretty, pain poisoned stick  this son of a skunkbutt...his main pleasure... Continue Reading →

I remember all too well that agonising thread of fear, the disbelief and then the anvil that takes out your will, your ability to stay sane. Steals your breath, it does, it steals your mind, giggling silver bells and then - - then, everything stops. Your heart freezes, it catches and beats, then stutters again,... Continue Reading →

· · · · · Sometimes, you just can't win I'd lay my life down and stand up to fight Every fucking day of my life but At times It feels like A waste of time A waste of words to speak A waste of precious air One might prefer to be an apparition For... Continue Reading →

 The television mutters in the other room, white noise in the back ground to fill my mind as I fulfil my needs, feed my tendencies.  I find it surprisingly easy to forget my humanity here, in this place.    To let the demon that lives in me breathe, spread her wings and destroy.  The Reaper has... Continue Reading →

I do what I usually do at this time of day. It's early, or late if you're a night owl like me. I sit on the roof of this grand old place, an odd mix of antebellum meets Modern Art. It's weird, but it's home. And it suits us, because, to them we are weird.... Continue Reading →

Visit Photo Flake for more wicked art To err is human Forgive, Devine So they say Good thing I'm not human Oh I tried forgiveness Clung to it like some do that cross on the wall Maybe it would save me There is no saviour Save yourself That's why you have a mind Use it... Continue Reading →

Suggested Musical Accompaniment http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PsnYrH3BUP8 So you sit there and watch the world Sticking yourself behind one way glass Interacting in relative safety Locking your heart away Where I can't be touched Pulling away instead of opening up To what end, I ask you Love can't live where it sees no light There is nothing there,... Continue Reading →

They may not mean much Those two words Even if they come from the heart They do It doesn't make it better or change the purpose for uttering them   I own it When you've come to believe in someone's power to turn that bleak and grey fear around and you just need to hear... Continue Reading →

Read Death Maiden and Raven - Lessons  Visit Maleficent Blood Damsel It had been weeks since I had last been out into the world and I was becoming restless. Death Maiden was sleeping, resting up from her last outing, so I decided to go out.  It began as an innocent stroll through the woods that... Continue Reading →

Allow me to introduce myself.  I am First Governess of Rivers of Grue, Death of The Four Horsemen, Member of the Court of Madness, and Death Maiden. My Sisters, Vanity, Avarice, Wrath, Gluttony, Sloth, Envy and Lust, have each a talent in their own right and now are part of this esteemed grouping. Enter here,... Continue Reading →

Through the glass darkly I see Eyes that shine, glinting in glee A face, stony, staring back at me Thoughts of a demon, epiphany It watches with lips turned in a smile Ideas send me wild in denial The reflection is ugly, full of Death Horrid to visualise, steals my breath   Cold-blooded its mind,... Continue Reading →

Close Never closer The distance never greater Further apart than ever Reaching out leaves me cold Wondering why I try at all There's no one there A dead connection that rings With lost hopes Turn off the thoughts Shut off the Light Sit in the dark Stop wondering, move on There's nothing there No one... Continue Reading →

This is where he died Right here Where I stand Where his soul screams For release from his bonds Where he will never leave From where does this Knowledge come: From my hand I killed him But that's not all I did. I feel him still Warm against me skin to skin Mind to Mind... Continue Reading →

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