burden

Lately I feel like I’ve become a burden
No matter how often I get told
I hear people talking and still –
I’m not that difficult to be around
self centred enough to want to
talk about me for a change
maybe how my day is or how’s the weather
I feel like I’ve been thrown aside
without so many words spoken
I don’t do hints, not well,
but it sure sounded that way and I’m sad
I’m the motherfucking anchor, get it right
I’m not some stupid buoy and don’t you forget it
and it pisses me off that I ask for attention
because I exist too
I guess I’m invisible, again, not that it matters
I’ll deal with it. Don’t I always?
Fuck you

©MelanieMcCurdie2018

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