Do you have any idea how damaging this situation is?
Restrained and escape is improbable any time soon.
Fighting the urge to cry is as exhausting, if not more
Than fighting my Daemon’s insistence that
WE MUST BE FREE OF THIS MONSTROSITY
WE MUST NOT BE CONTAINED
It’s like battling your brain’s knowledge of fact
With a deep- seated desperation to deny, dismember, depart
Its upsetting enough,
when theres no other choice –
I’m just no good at this stuff
But I’m trying…