In my mind I am envisioning a scene;  My family, all with their respective loved ones, smiling and laughing, eyes aglow the lights from the Christmas tree.  Carols are playing softly in the background, a fire burning briskly.  For some of you, Christmas Eve day is drawing to a close, and the little ones are excitedly chattering about Santa’s pending arrival, their small faces alight with delight.  For others its is still early, and they are out last minute shopping, good naturedly complaining about the amount of people, while dreaming of returning home to wrap their carefully chosen gifts, sitting with a glass of spirit, and watching their kidlets and fur babies run amok.

Outside the snow is falling, delicately from the sky, and all is silent but for church bells ringing in the distance. A light wind is swirling the grains of snow, causing it to dance in the moonlight.   The lamplights are bright, beacons in the darkness lighting your way home.

Tonight starts a new chapter as our year draws to a close.  Such wonderful things have fallen to us all, into our hands like jewels.  It really is a treasure.  Each and every one of you has brought me joy in ways I can’t describe. I simply don’t have the words to express it.  We have come together, a band of misfits, searching for a place to fit.  We found it here.

As I make my own preparations, I find myself reflecting on my own year.  We have come together as true siblings of TOK and Grue, do you see that.  We squabbled and fought, tore ourselves down and screamed our frustration, and as families do, we loved each other, held each other in our losses and tears, building ourselves back up to the force that we are.

Tonight, my loved ones, I will lift a glass to you all.  I am there with you, My Loves, My Friends, My Sisters and Brothers.  My true Family.  Feel me near, with love and hugs to each and every one of you.  My heart weeps joy from my eyes.  One day soon perhaps we will all be together in life, and celebrate the season together.  I love you

 

Death Maiden

 

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In my mind I am envisioning a scene;  My family, all with their respective loved ones, smiling and laughing, eyes aglow the lights from the Christmas tree.  Carols are playing softly in the background, a fire burning briskly.  For some of you, Christmas Eve day is drawing to a close, and the little ones are excitedly chattering about Santa’s pending arrival, their small faces alight with delight.  For others its is still early, and they are out last minute shopping, good naturedly complaining about the amount of people, while dreaming of returning home to wrap their carefully chosen gifts, sitting with a glass of spirit, and watching their kidlets and fur babies run amok.

Outside the snow is falling, delicately from the sky, and all is silent but for church bells ringing in the distance. A light wind is swirling the grains of snow, causing it to dance in the moonlight.   The lamplights are bright, beacons in the darkness lighting your way home.

 

Tonight starts a new chapter as our year draws to a close.  Such wonderful things have fallen to us all, into our hands like jewels.  It really is a treasure.  Each and every one of you has brought me joy in ways I can’t describe. I simply don’t have the words to express it.  We have come together, a band of misfits, searching for a place to fit.  We found it here.

 

As I make my own preparations, I find myself reflecting on my own year.  We have come together as true siblings of TOK and Grue, do you see that.  We squabbled and fought, tore ourselves down and screamed our frustration, and as families do, we loved each other, held each other in our losses and tears, building ourselves back up to the force that we are.

 

Tonight, my loved ones, I will lift a glass to you all.  I am there with you, my Loves, My Friends, my sisters and brothers.  My true family.  Feel me near, with love and hugs to each and every one of you.  My heart weeps joy from my eyes.  One day soon perhaps we will all be together in life, and celebrate the season together.  I love you

 

Death Maiden

 

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12 thoughts on “My Christmas Wish

  1. Mel, you are one of the best friends I’ve ever had! I know that yesterday hit a low point, but I think it was a test. It only proved that nothing can tear this family of our apart. As you are with us, we are with you. I’ll be thinking of you and those two adorable boys of yours today and tomorrow. Love you Mel ;-*

  2. You are so badass Mel and I love you bunches! Thank you for sharing this beautiful gift from your heart! I worked 12 hrs today for Miss Barbara, now visiting with my mom! So glad to finally relax! Xoxo LOV£ YØU!! Xoxo HUGS SØUL SIST£R!

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